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Learn your Limits!

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Hey loves I know your probably wondering where I've been (or not...LOL). Either you can probably guess, yes I was sick... LMAO! Unfortunately that's what this is about and why I'm doing this. There are going to be times where I disappear because I simply don't have the strength or I'm simply not in the headspace to produce the words. And im not going to pretend about it, because I would not be me.  Eventually I want this to be so much more... which I think everyone wants when they start blogging. But, I NEVER want to lose the focus and/or the mission of me doing this from the beginning.  Be HUMBLE and BEAUTIFUL no matter the circumstances! So with that being said I have to be able to realize my limits. Which is something you learn, based off yourself. When your sickly person I feel it is one of the most important things you need to know as an individual. I mean some people just know there limits and some people learn them through good or bad experiences.  Personally...

Some Details

Now that you know what I am working with a bit. I'm hoping that you understand who I am and understand my personalities a little better. Understand why this is so important it is to be able to be myself and be free to express myself through this blog.  When I was younger I was always loved and taken care of but, for some reason I never felt that way. (I know people are going to have their opinion about this and they can say what they would like. I already know what's coming and that is fine, but this is MY blog and I promised myself I'm going to be open and honest to you and to myself.) I just always felt a void so to speak. I mean in my head i knew I was loved but, the feeling didnt match. The older I got the more I felt that way. In secret I would cry and half the time I didn't even know why. I managed to keep this under keeps for a very long time. However, my family have told me of stories where I was younger and I would just start crying for no reason. (1st sign of ...

So what's really going on?

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So now that I've introduced myself and told you about my blog, now it's time to give you the real details. The dirty truth, the  "411", "all the TEA" . LoL... don't get too excited. I'm just going to tell you a little about me. Once upon a time not long ago where people wore pajamas and live life slow... JK Seriously though I'm a 27 year old who is born and raised in Paterson, NJ. A mother first (I have a 10 year boy and currently "BAKING" another one). For as long as I can remember I've always been a " sickly klutz ". Sickly - Always ill, unhealthy or in poor health Klutz - A person who is never without a scrape or bruise. Always finds a way to trip,bump into things and people. (Not intentionally might I add) As I've gotten older it's seems as if I've gotten worse. To the point I go to multiple specialist to try and understand what exactly is wrong.  Guess what?... In my opinion nothing really I'm just a l...

Let's Do this!

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Hey everyone my name is Nakeya! I want to welcome you to Sickly Beautiful!  A blog to help people to "understand" me and people like me.  Who is that you ask?... Chronically ill people. "A  chronic  condition is a human health condition or disease that is persistent or otherwise long-lasting in its effects or a disease that comes with time. The term  chronic  is often applied when the course of the disease lasts for more than three months..." Blah, blah, blah...Anyway I don't want to make this something that is depressing and boring. I want this to be a fun journey and a great learning experience! So let's Do This people & Here's to many more! Always remember Life is BEAUTIFUL no matter the circumstances.